This has really been a crazy last few weeks for me. I have tried to make my family and school the most important things in my world, but unfortunately school has been put on the back-burner these last couple of weeks. I have been a stay at home mother for the past 18 months, but unfortunately is has taken a finical toll on my husband and I. We made the decision right before the term started that I was to go back to work ASAP. It was easy getting my old job back, but it wasn't so easy going back. I had imagined in my mind that I would drive the baby to daycare, drive to work and when I got home in the evening my husband would have already picked the baby up from daycare and we would live happily ever after. I turned out to not be so easy, infact we had not even put the baby in daycare yet when I started back to work and things were already getting crazy. By the time I got home from work I was so brainfried that I could barely do my school work. Not to mention, my poor baby had been without her mother for over 8 hours. After about a week of this non sense, my hubby and I both decided to call off the idea of me trying to go back to work. I want to be able to focus on school, I feel like it's my last chance to prove to the world and myself that I am smart and that I can succeed in whatever I set out to do.