Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Hello all! I am actually looking forward to letting it all out in this one. I really feel that the past six weeks of school have been the worst yet. I really want to be able to focus and put that 110% in like I have in the previous terms, but I have found a lack of enthusiasm among myself and am ashamed to say so. I was really enjoying being an honors student and was very proud of myself for that, but I do not think I will be an honors student after this term.. Its not that i find the curriculum to be boring in any way, its just that for some reason I have not been able to focus very well. I thought by week 3 I would have snapped out of this thing I am in, but not it is week 6 and I am still dazed. I know there was a lot going on at the beginning of the term that involved my personal life, which may have been a factor in this "daze" that I am in. I just hope that I can get my act together and still pass my classes with at least a B+. I think that I am just really mad at myself for not doing my best. I cant really use life as an excuse for this one because I really do have plenty of time to do my school work. The only real great thing that has happened during these past 6 weeks is that I have decided to change my degree plan and get my Bachelors degree instead of an Associates. It seems easy right now to focus on my long term goals and see myself down the road. I know I will snap out of this spell I'm in and get myself motivated.
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Elizabeth - you do not seem at all "dazed" to me! I think it's great that you have decided to go for your Bachelor's!
ReplyDeleteHi Elizabeth- I think that you are doing a great job thus far. I too myself as not been performing as how I should. I am also a honor student and was asked to join the The International Golden Key Honor society. I am 3 months pregnant and very sickly as well as my son has had the same problem that I am facing now just 3 weeks ago. I came out of the hospital this morning and was there on saturday as well. Just hang in there and try to be strong. I am trying to cope with my illness but it is not easy. It is now easy to see my loves one having to be so worried about me and i'm worrying about myself too. I might be late for some of my work but I will try to keep myself in the loop. At this moment I am trying to fight this weak feeling that I am having now. Be strong and wish for the best, like wise myself.
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Hi Elizabeth,
ReplyDeleteI was just going over your blog and I just wanted to tell you that I understand you completely. I am also kind of going through the same thing and it does suck when you know you have to do the work and you want to but at the same time you don't want to do the work. I have to catch up on all of my work for unit 1 through unit 5 for both classes. Just try to stay focused because it is hard.